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..i'm feeling much better now.=) i can't believe it.it was just early this evening when i felt so down and sad..i didn't know what to do but i kept on praying and singing the song,"God will make a way"..He really does make a way,.He never fails me.God is so good..
..i am supposed to have a sleepover on my research groupmate's house-Celine, so i asked permission from my mom.my mom allowed me to go after explaining why i should really go.it's urgent because we will submit it tomorrow for the final clearance..so i readied myself,. my father asked where i was going and i told him..my father immediately said no.he said it was already late and it's too dangerous to go out at this kind of hour.it was around 7pm already. i insisted very hard..i said it's very important., mama realized that dad was right. they don't want me to go especially because they were also leaving together with my ate and kuya. They are going to Manila and i'm left behind.it's not that they want to leave me but i just can't go because i still have classes and matters to attend to like our clearance..and i want to spend the remaining days with my batchmates,zephyrus., main reason why my family is going to Manila is to visit UP Diliman..to submit the other requirements for my admission(love you ma and dad!) and because my kuya is also planning to transfer in his 2nd year., i guess i will go and visit UP this april.
..anyway,i was feeling down because i truly want to help in the editing of our research but wasn't allowed to go out. of course i have to obey. i know they are just concerned about me. i'm their bunso and they don't want to worry too much about me when they go..so i understand even if at first i kind of "tampo".hehe

..so i texted shayne that i'll just online in my ym even until in the morning to help..but another problem occured!!no! our computer was broken. this can't be happening..my brother isn't here to help me out and to fix the computer..i texted him on what to do. he gave me instructions and kept on telling me to be independent and keen. oh boy! relax tin.you can do it..the computer screen doesn't want to open so kuya advised me to use our laptop and just attach the internet cable there..ok take it easy tin.. i looked for the wires needed and the right holes where the plugs are to be inserted.. i found it quite hard because i wasn't familiar with the stuffs and everything..i told myself,"don't give up tin.God will make a way..keep on going." in the end i managed to find everything and is now connected to the internet..and that's why i can tell you my story right now.hehe
..i'm happy because i managed to help my groupmates even if it was a simple task. i know they are wide awake just like me right now..hehe love you shayne,celine,marou,rani and mara(grupong tsinelas)..hope we can really have a sleepover in our house this summer before we part ways..and it's all gonna be pure fun with no research works included..hehe :P

..thank you so much Lord for everything..=)